MY FAV SONG RIGHT NOW!!! LUPE...IM BEAMING :0)

LET GO!!

My god sis Stephie is a "pretty clothes" HOARDER. Every time I go to her house and look in her closet there are sooo many very cute shirts and other pieces (price tags attached)....but yet she says she doesn't have anything to wear??? Her excuses are..."I don't have anywhere to wear that" or "I will wear that later"...saving her favorite items for some special day, but no day seems to qualify. So I started thinking, what am I holding on to?? I know I have plenty of journals and scrap notes that I have saved for some odd reason over the years...then I had a "AH HA" moment....I'M A EMOTIONAL HOARDER!!
I know some of u reading this may say "What in the world is she talking about??" and clearly this is not for you. Those of you that may have the same issue as I...LET IT GO!! This is my new medication....I take a dose of ITISWHATITIS everyday, sometimes twice a day. Some side effects may be losing a friend or two, realizing alot about yourself, and learning new and exciting things. One thing I have learned is that two things can't occupy one space. So be FEARLESS instead of timid...be HAPPY instead of sad...and well...u get the drift.
There should be no special day to let your happy show. Wear ur smile...its beautiful. It effects your spirit and also everyone around you. And finally, Wear ur confidence on ur sleeve, if u don't believe you, why should anyone else??!!
I'm just saying.......LOVE!! LAUGH!! LIVE!! :0)

WOW!!!

ITS FUNNY HOW I READ MY PREVIOUS BLOG FROM 5 MTHS AGO AND I STILL FEEL THE SAME EXACT WAY (LIKE IM HOLDING MY BREATH)

I GOTTA LEARN TO BREATHE AGAIN.

Up for Air :0)

Ssseeeewwwww...It feels like I have been holding my breath for months and FINALLY I came up for air. Have you ever felt like you were outside of your body, watching yourself instead of feeling and living? Well, it's kinda interesting. On one hand you learn ALOT. You realize some of the amazing and not so great things about yourself....Growth. But if you don't be careful...it can become overwhelming...Lost.
Good thing for me...I was built Ford tough! And I have fined tuned my goals!! Yeahhhh...LOL.

I wont be put into a box...there are sooo many things I want to do and I will try them all!!

Entreprenuer + Entertainer + Writer + Hip Hop Extraordinaire = Me (hey why not??)

Watch out nah

Stains

I spilled red juice on my white carpet. I know your thinking ok, so what. Normally, I would have just cleaned it up and went about my day, but not today. Today, I sat there on the floor and I cried. Im not sure of the reason, maybe it’s because I feel all alone in this big city. Maybe its because I have been praying for a new gig and still have not gotten one. Maybe its because Im single. Maybe this, Maybe that. But for a moment, I lost it. When I came to my senses I finally got up and grab the Resolve and a rag and tried to clean up my mess, but it was very difficult to remove the stain. In life we all make mistakes that stain our lives, our personality, our spirit. Some u can’t just wipe up so easily. Some of your mistakes require heavy duty cleaning.
Today I will clean up my mistakes and embrace my new journey, red juice and all.

Who Am I???

I AM ODD. I AM AMBITIOUS. CONFUSING AT TIMES.
I AM CHARMING. I AM COLORFUL. WITH A CREATIVE MIND.
I AM BROKEN. I AM DYSFUNCTIONAL. ERRATIC IT SEEMS.
NEUROTIC. SILLY. SENSITIVE.
IM ME.
JUST KEY.
BEAUTIFULLY.

IN MY SKIN

I have been trying to lose the same 20 (well now 25) lbs for ummm...hell I dont even remember anymore. It all starts when I go shopping and can't fit into something that I really want. I get mad, maybe cry, then vowel to lose the weight (Repeat) Well I saw this picture a few weeks ago and it reminded me that size doesn't matter. I will be comfortable in the skin that Im in.